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hey! i'm dhes, 18 hmm.. so i'm a nursing stud at a college in mkati
i don't seek attention or praises
if you don't lyk what you see or read then leave my page;p
hmm.. basically i'm just your streotype lady.., school,house,church that's mY LYF, quite boring for some but i'm having fun with my routine hihi
i love to laugh, live and love.., i'm not a pessimist., yeah have so much hope in me hihi which is proven to be helpful a lot of times;p
i'm at point of re-routing my life and deciding where i want to go what do i want to achieve
i'm an activist searching for that noble thing to fight for..
i enjoy the complexity of my simple LYF
sTay in lUrve
HER LURFES ♥
i love...me, myself and I haha;p
aya weE my lovely layout is because of her help..mwuah..;p
that special someone who is about to come
blogging my latest addiction
where is mR.ryt? ♥
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how could you find something if your not searching..
how could you get hurt if your too afraid too try?..
but if your already at bliss will you still crave for that feeling which you know is very uncertain?;p
i'm a certified NBSB, i'm not romantic., i'm not a fan of destiny and all that stuffs.., but one thing i know.., i know what the word COMMITMENT means that is why i try to move away from that for now because that is no joke..;p
i have a life to live and a career to fulfill.., i don't need no hero, i prefer a companion who could walk me to him and enjoy the journey with me..;p
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Sunday, November 16, 2008 ♥
.. an angel with broken wings..
my spirit is crushed and i am trying to recuperate., can i have a tine-out?.., i need to breathe.., i feel like a rubber band whose elasticty is about to be broken..,i view myself as someone that could adjust unto whatever waves life would surprise me... i am but tired.., but i know i need not to tell myself that i am tired because i know deep within i can give more...,, hey.., listen.., hey.., listen..,
.. i don't wnat harbour anger or feelings of negativity against other but as i do that all the negativity points to my direction.., Lord you are my refuge and my strength ..., i have witness your overflwing love for a numerous time and now i crave for more of your love..
..soory for my random thoughts.., i seek affirmation.., that what i am doing is right, that i am still in line with sanity.. ;c
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Thursday, October 2, 2008 ♥
sembreak!!!! can't wait!!...
oh yeah.., i'm super excited for long hours of sleep and night outs.., endless chicka with friends and most of all to spend tym more tym with family...
at the moment my legs are super aching.., i'm back on wearing my dancing shoes bwahaha..., spent almost half of the day dancing wid aic.., we're reviewing steps for tine's debut.., the steps are super hot.., hihi.., something new for us good gurls hehe i'm sure everyone will be shocked and they will really laugh hehe.., aaw.. 2m need to wake up early rArr.. need to have some beauty rest ayt? for the party.. aah.. i'm quite sleepy.. nyt2..
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ♥
..found d reset buttonn..;p
..ok so now i am perfectly alryt.., a lot of sweet things had happen.. just last nyt i spend tym wid my gurls we had a surprise for tine.., she's turning 18.., we went to her house at around 1130 in d evening nd waited till 12 so we are the first people to greet her.., i super miss the group hehe.. but prior to the celebration of her party i was at the church waitng for apz and aic becoz they r practicng for SARC's anniversry the choir was good or even great.. i miss singing with them and it's sad coz i can't sing with them coz i'm busy with nursing stuffs so i couldn't attend during rehearsals..;c
....and i think i owe some of my smiles for the two wonderful people i have first is my "perfect-charmer" the one who always makes an effort to make me smile.., he knows how to make me feel good at my lowest points and the best thing about us is our pure friendship.., his someone whom i know i can really trust... and of course to my "prince chubby" my joy-giver and inspiration without making an effort he makes me smile..,
..and you fill my heart with so much love that makes me feel so brave.., now i'm loving all my fears.. and you are my greatest fear.., my greatest risk.. i am afraid to take risks but with you around i'm willing to take everything..;p
waiting for you to sit beside me..;pmy heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Monday, September 29, 2008 ♥
.. and it gets bluer everyday....
heck.., i'm super missing my old "LIFE".., some old "peoPLe" who used to be a part of my so-called life if i still hev any.. ouch..., sounds so pathetic but that is my statusquo for the time being yeap.. pathetic add to that being numb..and ooh soo sooRry......
no major event have occured to make ne feel this bad just woke up one morning and realized that i no longer know the character i am playing.., does life has a reset button? coz i badly need it or just a slow button coz i can't keep up with everything...:c
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Thursday, August 28, 2008 ♥
"..whew.., one..one thousand one, one.. one thousand two..
deep breathinh.. inhale.. exhale.."
.. i passed anger management!! hehe.. honestly maybe it's because of my only 3 hours slEep that is why i am easily irritated and became narrow minded..., but i really just can't tolerate liars.., being lied upon.., and when people does not ask for any apology for their wrong doings.. rARRr.. it brings me to a boiling point luckly i was able to handle my ANGER!!! and as always there are much better and important things to dwell unto rather than my temper..;p
..i am soo trying to finish my case study ahead of time..;p
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Friday, August 22, 2008 ♥
"I miss the way you make me smile..
The way my heart skip a beat when you’re near..."
..crazy talks,,. conversation that last for hours.., hidden smiles.., a unique friendship that is what we have., you are my JOKEr, my joy giver and the one person who knew me best...,
you're special hope you knew that.., but somewhere, somehow everything chaged.. an unseen wall was being formed between us.., i wish to break it and reach for you.., to have you again but i am too scared and full of pride..
.. now it feels weird, everything is weird between us.. am i a ghost?! am i just a spirit?! you don't even bother to look at me as if i don't exist.. so joker finally give up.., tired of makin me smyl.., and the reason... coz joker found his own "catwoman" but hey she's not for you!! haha evil laugh kiddn.. this is the green eyed monster part of me speakin hihi,, but seriously i MISS you!! big tym.. u're sweet-mean-annoying-lovable remarks which i reaaly need ryt now..*yah i super need that ryt now*.. but i'm haPPy coz ur haPPy i just wish i could congratulate you and show you that i'm at your back...;p
to tell you this word.." hey, we've prayed for this to come., for us to find that special person,, who could help us heal the wound that we acquired from the past. i see your joy when you look at her.., indeed she is special..," please do take care of him...
..you might think, you know who my joker is..., but all you have are ideas.., onLy I know who he is... that person whom once in myLyf became a very special friend....;p
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ♥
..super soree 4 d l8 upd8 huhu been bz.., super lots of things had occur hehe.., hmmm to start wid we had our capping.., den 2 rotations were over (i've been wanting to share stuffs about my group but i'll reseve dat for my next blog)
.. oh well today is a free day!! aweee no duty thanks to karen.., nd i'm done wid my ncp nd cMAp nd mybe l8r i'll work on my case study.., hmm stuck agen n front of the pc.. wat else s to do 4 today hmm.. just case study i guess..
.. sept.5 is d nyt 2,, d choir is singing 4 d CA nd we are starting wid our practice..;p
my heart is wondering around waiting for mr right ♥